snapshot no.1408

having multiple roles for filming is exhausting. being the director, the actor and the driver as well has taken its toll on me. especially when i haven't had enough sleep for two nights straight. haha. the group went back to school for night class looking red like lobsters. louis and i were dozing off every now and then during kelvin ha's tutorial. well well, filming of channel interstitial is completed, and i'm glad it went rather smoothly. will be playing a smaller role in the filming of our programme next week, so i shall slack off abit and leave it up to the rest of my group members. wahaha.

entering the toughest period in the semester, piled up with icas and the impending exams. seriously don't like it at all. not a good start to the new year, academic-wise. i'm just looking forward to the end of all these.

recent events are dampening my mood, from a friend's context and on a personal agenda. but i'm sure everything will be alright soon. certainly hope so.

on a random note, soccer is not just about the skills, it's about emotions and passion. that's what makes the game beautiful. =)


velda told me to try doing this, so here goes...

list to 10 ppl, something you've always wanted to say to each, keeping it anonymous:

1. it's a long and rocky road for you. you've never had it easy compared to others. now another problem has resurfaced in another aspect of your life. i don't know what i can do but to be there to hear you out, like you've always done for me. and i'm sorry for ever doubting you last year.

2. it's good to hear that you're letting go of things now, if you genuinely mean it. nice to see the smile back on your face. and thanks for always being so concerned, or maybe it's simply cos you talk too much. hahaha.

3. you may not know it, but i've always admired you for who you are. though you seem laid-back on the outside, but in actual fact you're so sensible, wise and mature in your thinking. got to understand this side of you more about three months ago. i owe it to you, really.

4. after all that had happened, i guess things aren't quite the same as they used to be anymore. but i don't regret it. in fact i wanna thank you for letting me realise my shortcomings and giving me the motivation to strive to become a better and happier person. initially i did it for you, but i've learned that i'm actually doing it for myself. because of you, i've found myself again. thank you.

5. it's a pity, that i can't treat you the same as i did in the past anymore. i don't bear any grudges, but i pretend not to notice you around. it's just the way it is. sorry.

6. although we haven't seen each other for more than a year, but i'm glad we still keep in contact every now and then. we do get along very well, don't you think? haha.

7. be happy. everything's part of growing up. really wanna protect you from harm, if it's within my means. come to think of it, it's totally unexpected on my part and probably a little ironic as well. i can't deny i do have a soft spot for you.

8. nothing to say to you. you're in this list just to fill up space, pun intended. =p best buds forever la.

9. i wish i could make you see, and let you have a solution. you're worth much more than this. and you deserve better. but i can't let you see. hope that you can be happy too. i'm always here.

10. i think we can relate to each other quite well, cos we do understand somethings that others may not understand. or rather we're similar in some ways. that's why it's nice to talk and confide in you. thanks!

posted by ANDY NG @ 11:51 PM